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第13章 男人来自火星女人来自金星 12（第1页）

第13章男人来自火星，女人来自金星（12）

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IworkedhardiudiedtlybecauseIwaagoodjobwhenIgraduated.Ididn’twantourlivestosufferbecauseI’tprovideforus.AftercollegeIgotawell-payingjobwithaninsuranpany.Aftersavingfortutadowonahouse.Awo-bedroomhouse.Ithadalargekitdagreatbedroomforthetwoofus.Ijustknewyouwouldloveit.Whehehouse，Itriednottobuytoomuiture.Ididn’tigyouwoulder.Justthebasics.

&imesIwouldsitohresholdofthefrontdoor.Iwouldstaredowandwatcheverycarthatpassedby.Onedayyoumightbeihosecars.Iensomuch.

Thebedwastoobigforjustoneperson.Iakemyselfstretchoutorsleepinthemiddle.Istayedoeyouwerewithme.SomenightsIostheary.IwouldrollotosayyourIdidn’tknoas.Iwouldjustcallyou“Love”

.

“Love？”

Youwouldsmileatme.

“Areyouhappywithme？Areyougladyouwaitedforme？”

Youwouldn’tanswer.You’djustreadtouchmylipsandfeelmyface.Icouldfeelyourhandsonmyface.Youcouldfeelmytears.

“Iloveyousomuch.”

Theyearswentby.Itriedtoimagiy.Ikhere.Ikhepersonwho’smeabeouttheresomewhere.Itwouldjustbeamatterofwaiting.IknewIcouldwaitforeverforyouifIhadto.Ilovedyou.

WhenmymomdiedIwaslefttohahearrasmyself.IthadjustbeenherandI，andwe’dgroartoverthelasttwentysome-oddyears.OmassheaskedmewhenIwasghomeagirl.I’tsayanythingtoa.I’teveheeyestherestofthenight.Iwantedbadlyforyoutomeether.Shewouldbesoproudofme.Soproudthathersonhadsuderfulwoman.Itwouldbeperfect.

ButasIwatchedherbeihegrave，Ididn’thaveaandingwithme.Ididoshowmymom.I>

ThatnightIcried.IcriedbecauseIdidhmetoholdmeahingwasalright.Ididoholdorlipstokiss.Nothing.I’dhatandperhapsneverwould.

EagIlookedatmyselfinthemirror.Thewrinklesaroundmyeyesweregettingdeeper.Myhairhadthinnedandreceded.Ihopedyouwouldloveme.Ihopedyoucouldstilllookatmyfadsmile.

“Iwanttoseeyousmile，”

thenursesays.

I’t.Everythis.

“Ifyoudon’tsmileformeI’mgoiururs，”

thenursewarns.Ihateher.Sheisalwaystryingtomakemedosillythingslikesmileh.Shehaspaininherlife.

Leavemealone.

“oestheTV.Goodnight，sir.”

Shetursandshutsthedoorbehindher.Mysmallbedroomdisappearsintothedark.Ihearherfootstepsasshewalksdowhefootstepsfade，andthenallIhearisthedistanteyheart.Atearslowlyfindsitsillowddies.Myworldbeesquiet.

I’malone.

It’sdarkandI’malone.

Whydidn’tyouevere，Love？

Iwaitedforyou.

Iwaitedforyou.